- arrangementnounChapter 1 →
A private, agreed-upon deal between two people — here, a paid, regular sexual arrangement with an escort — kept separate from ordinary social life and governed by unspoken rules.
“He has no desire to see her outside of their arrangement.”
- bountynounChapter 2 →
An abundance of good things generously given or brought into the world; here used to describe a woman's beauty as a gift she offers to everyone around her, not just herself.
“A woman's beauty does not belong to her alone. It is part of the bounty she brings into the world.”
- courteouslyadverbChapter 2 →
In a polite, respectful, and considerate manner; treated with proper social courtesy rather than coldness or contempt.
“He has been a good customer, he has paid his bills promptly; in return he has been treated courteously and, he believes, honestly.”
- in the grip ofphraseChapter 2 →
Completely controlled or overpowered by a force or feeling one cannot resist or fully explain; unable to break free from an urge or compulsion.
“He ought to let it go. But he is in the grip of something; he does not know what.”
- avertverbChapter 3 →
To turn away from something deliberately, especially the face, eyes, or lips, as a way of withdrawing or refusing contact without physically resisting.
“All she does is avert herself: avert her lips, avert her eyes.”
- undesiredadjectiveChapter 3 →
Not wanted or welcomed by the person it is happening to; here describing a sexual act that the woman did not consent to or wish for.
“Not rape, not quite that, but undesired nonetheless, undesired to the core.”
- reformedverbChapter 5 →
Changed in attitude or behaviour to meet an approved moral standard, especially after wrongdoing; here used to mean being made to genuinely repent and alter one's character under institutional pressure.
“I was not prepared to be reformed. I was not prepared to be counselled.”
- counselledverbChapter 5 →
Guided through formal advice or therapy toward a corrected attitude; here used to mean being subjected to institutional guidance aimed at producing remorse and behavioural change.
“I was not prepared to be reformed. I was not prepared to be counselled.”
- plead guiltyphraseChapter 5 →
To formally admit in a legal or quasi-legal proceeding that one committed the act one is accused of; here David admits the facts of the charges against him without offering excuses.
“I plead guilty to both charges. Counsel me. Punish me. Do what you will.”
- in my right mindphraseChapter 6 →
In a normal, rational, self-controlled state of thinking; the phrase is used here to claim temporary loss of rational control as a partial explanation for one's actions.
“I was not myself. I was no longer in my right mind.”
- in possession of myselfphraseChapter 7 →
In full control of one's own thoughts, will, and actions; here used to describe a state of being overtaken by desire so strong that normal self-command was lost.
“I was not myself. I was no longer in possession of myself.”
- smallholdingnounChapter 8 →
A small piece of agricultural land, larger than a garden but smaller than a full farm, used for growing crops or keeping animals, often run by one family.
- his boyphraseChapter 8 →
An old South African phrase for a Black male servant or farm worker who is subordinate to and dependent on a white employer; Coetzee uses it to mark the phrase as outdated and racially loaded.
“Petrus is not, in the old phrase, his boy.”
- farmhandnounChapter 9 →
A person hired to do manual labour on a farm, typically in a low-status, wage-earning role with no ownership or partnership stake in the land.
“Not a boy, not a farmhand. A neighbour, more or less. A co-worker.”
- co-workernounChapter 9 →
Someone who works alongside another as a rough equal, sharing tasks; here used to signal that Petrus's relationship to Lucy is not one of servant to master.
“Not a boy, not a farmhand. A neighbour, more or less. A co-worker.”
- labourernounChapter 10 →
A person who does unskilled or semi-skilled physical work for wages, with no ownership or authority over the land or enterprise they work on.
“Petrus is not, it is clear, a man who intends to remain a labourer.”
- psychopompnounChapter 13 →
A figure from mythology whose role is to guide the souls of the dead to the afterlife; here applied darkly and ironically to David's role escorting dead dogs to the incinerator.
“He thinks of himself as a dog-man: a dog undertaker; a dog psychopomp.”
- undertakernounChapter 13 →
A person whose job is to prepare dead bodies for burial or disposal and manage funeral arrangements; here used metaphorically for David's role disposing of euthanised dogs.
“He thinks of himself as a dog-man: a dog undertaker; a dog psychopomp.”
- humiliatingadjectiveChapter 14 →
Deeply embarrassing and degrading, causing a painful loss of dignity or self-respect; here Lucy uses it to describe the position of powerlessness and dependence she is accepting.
“'Yes, I agree, it is humiliating. But perhaps that is a good point to start from again.'”
- ground levelphraseChapter 14 →
The very bottom; the most basic, stripped-down starting point with no status, advantages, or prior achievements to rely on — starting over with absolutely nothing.
“'Perhaps that is what I must learn to accept. To start at ground level. With nothing.'”
- euthaniseverbChapter 11 →
To deliberately and humanely end an animal's life, usually by injection, to prevent suffering; the standard clinical term used at the animal welfare clinic throughout the novel.
- market gardennounChapter 9 →
A small farm or plot of land where vegetables, fruit, or flowers are grown commercially to be sold at local markets rather than for personal use.
- kennelsnounChapter 9 →
A facility or set of enclosures where dogs are housed, bred, or boarded; here the commercial dog-boarding operation Lucy runs on her smallholding.
“The dogs in the kennels are agitated; they can smell a stranger.”
- animal welfarenounChapter 11 →
The organised care and protection of animals from suffering, cruelty, or neglect; here referring to the clinic where unwanted or sick animals are treated and, when necessary, put down.
- history of wrongphraseChapter 12 →
The long accumulation of racial injustice and oppression — specifically South Africa's history of apartheid and colonial violence — that is seen as the deeper cause behind present acts of violence.
“'It was history speaking through them. A history of wrong. I don't know what to do about that.'”
DisgraceNovel by J. M. Coetzee