The Annotated Edition
Buena Park, Ill., December 4, 1893 by Eugene Field
This letter is a touching message from the poet Eugene Field to a dear friend in the clergy who is seriously ill.
- Poet
- Eugene Field
- Core theme
- Faith
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This was only one phase of the life of this great-hearted man...
Editor's note
This opening passage serves as an editorial introduction by someone familiar with Eugene Field, contextualizing the letter that follows. It portrays Field as a man with profound religious feelings who candidly acknowledged human weakness. He recognized that individuals often fall short of their spiritual potential, which in turn made his faith feel more authentic, not less.
DEAR, DEAR FRIEND: I was greatly shocked to read in the Post last night of your dangerous illness.
Editor's note
Field opens with a sense of immediate alarm. The repeated use of "dear" isn't just a formality; it conveys genuine emotional urgency. He has just seen the news in the newspaper, revealing that this illness was already known to the public, and his instinct is to reach out directly and personally.
It is so seldom that I pray that when I do God knows I am in earnest.
Editor's note
This is the emotional heart of the letter. Field's honesty is striking; he admits he doesn't pray regularly. Yet, it's this very openness that lends the prayer its significance. He isn't making a routine gesture — he's giving something valuable and uncommon. The line 'I do not pester Him with small matters' conveys both humility and a subtle sense of pride.
It is only when I am in real want that I get down on my wicked knees and pray.
Editor's note
The phrase 'my wicked knees' is striking. Field refers to his own knees as wicked, recognizing his flawed and irregular relationship with God without resorting to self-pity or excuses. 'Real want' clearly distinguishes between true need and habitual requests. He conveys that he turns to God only when it really counts, and this is one of those moments.
And I prayed for you last night, dear friend, for your friendship--the help that it is to me--is what I need...
Editor's note
Here, Field takes a refreshingly personal approach to prayer that feels almost startlingly candid. He doesn’t pray purely out of selfless love — he openly acknowledges his need for this friendship. This honesty makes his declaration of love at the end of the letter feel more genuine, not less. He isn't just being generous; he's admitting his dependence.
God has always been good to me, and He has said yes to my prayer, I am sure.
Editor's note
Field conveys a calm, assured faith — not the kind of faith that comes from daily prayers, but the kind that emerges when it truly matters and God delivers. This certainty ('I am sure') isn't arrogance; it reflects the hard-earned trust of a man who has experienced enough to understand his beliefs.
Others, too--thousands of them--are praying for you, and for your restoration to health...
Editor's note
Field broadens the perspective to remind his friend of the many lives he has impacted. The transition from 'I' to 'thousands' is a kind gesture—he isn't attempting to center the letter on himself. Yet, he quickly shifts back to the personal, emphasizing that among all those prayers, his is filled with a unique love and loyalty.
none other, dear friend, among the thousands whom you have blessed with your sweet friendship, loves you better than I do.
Editor's note
The closing declaration is strikingly honest. Field doesn’t hold back—he states plainly that no one loves this man more than he does. For a writer recognized for his wit and light touch, this level of raw emotional honesty is surprising. It reflects a man aware he might be writing to someone on the verge of death, opting for truth instead of politeness.
§04Tone & mood
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§05Symbols & metaphors
Symbols & metaphors
- Wicked knees
- Field's description of his knees as 'wicked' captures the complexity of his relationship with faith. He's not someone who naturally leans towards piety, and he recognizes that. The act of kneeling — which symbolizes prayer — reflects how much he values this moment.
- Prayer
- Prayer here isn't just a routine act; it's a special, intentional gesture meant for true crises. Its infrequency is what makes it significant. Field sees prayer as a symbol of the deepest care he can extend to someone else.
- The newspaper
- Reading about his friend's illness in the Post, a public newspaper, highlights the shock of the moment. This private grief comes through a public channel, making the intimacy of the letter that follows feel even more necessary and urgent.
- Thousands of prayers
- The image of thousands praying for the friend highlights the clergyman's broad influence and cherished reputation. Field uses it to pay tribute to his friend's life, while also emphasizing that his own prayer is distinct — grounded in personal love rather than just a sense of communal obligation.
§06Historical context
Historical context
§07FAQ
Questions readers ask
Is this actually a poem, or is it a letter?
It’s a letter, shared here as a piece of literature. Eugene Field was mainly recognized as a poet and journalist, and this work was kept and published due to its literary and emotional depth. The editorial introduction positions it as a glimpse into Field's personal character. Numerous prose letters from poets are examined and included in anthologies as significant literary works in their own right.
Who is the 'dear friend' Field is writing to?
The letter does not specify who it is addressed to. The editorial introduction refers to the recipient simply as 'a clerical friend' — suggesting he is a minister or clergyman. The editor mentions that this friend's identity is kept confidential, a typical practice in memorial publications of the 19th century. For the editor, and for us, what’s important is the heartfelt expression in the letter, not the exact identity of the person it’s meant for.
What does Field mean by 'that undying puritanism in his blood'?
The editor is pointing to Field's New England roots. Although Field was born in St. Louis, he spent part of his upbringing in New England following his mother's death, growing up in a home influenced by strict Protestant beliefs. In this context, 'Puritanism' doesn’t imply a lack of joy or flexibility — it refers to a profound, inherited moral seriousness and a personal connection with God, which can emerge during genuine crises, even among those who don’t regularly practice religion.
Why does Field call his knees 'wicked'?
It’s a self-aware, somewhat rueful joke. Field recognizes that his knees aren’t used to kneeling in prayer—they're 'wicked' because they've been more focused on worldly pursuits than on devotion. This humor also lightens what is otherwise a very vulnerable admission. It’s Field's way of being honest about his imperfect faith without turning it into a big, dramatic confession.
Is Field saying he is a bad person or a bad Christian?
Not exactly. He honestly admits that he isn't a conventionally devout man—he doesn't pray often, and he acknowledges that. However, the letter suggests that the quality of a prayer is more important than how often one prays. Field isn't apologizing for who he is; he's explaining why this specific prayer holds such significance. Its rarity makes it feel genuine.
What is the significance of the date in the title?
The date — December 4, 1893 — anchors the letter in a particular moment of Field's life, just two years before he passed away in 1895. It adds a sense of authenticity: this isn’t a poem meant for publication but rather a personal note written on a night when Field received troubling news and decided to write. The exactness of the date contributes to its immediacy.
Why does Field say 'God has said yes to my prayer, I am sure' — does his friend recover?
The letter doesn't provide clarity, nor does the editorial framing. Field's certainty is based on faith, not on factual reporting. At this moment of writing, he chooses to believe that his prayer has been heard and answered. The text doesn't reveal whether the friend recovered, but Field's confidence is what matters — it illustrates his complete commitment to this prayer.
How does this letter connect to the rest of Eugene Field's work?
Field is often celebrated for his light, sentimental verses—children's poems, humorous newspaper articles, and playful literary parodies. However, this letter reveals a different side of him: the person behind the humor, who could express deep loyalty and raw emotion. The editor's framing emphasizes this notion—that Field's public warmth stemmed from something authentic and personal, rather than being an act for an audience.
Citation
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MLA
Field, Eugene. "Buena Park, Ill., December 4, 1893." Storgy, https://storgy.com/poems/buena-park-ill-december-4-1893-eugene-field/.
APA
Field, E. (n.d.). Buena park, ill., december 4, 1893. Storgy. https://storgy.com/poems/buena-park-ill-december-4-1893-eugene-field/
Row A — Thesis
1 ptIn his December 1893 letter to an ailing clerical friend, Eugene Field constructs prayer not as a routine devotional act but as a desperate, almost contractual claim on God—one whose power derives precisely from its rarity. Field's speaker …
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- Row C — Sophistication1 pt
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